"I write you letters by the thousands in my thoughts." - Beethoven

It seems that our relationship has dropped and is now leveling out in terms of fire. That's how things are supposed to happen, of course... but it isn't what I want to happen right now with life.

Well, hell.

Money is ridiculous. People are ridiculous. This life is ridiculous. I want to run. And run. And run. Until my legs give out and my emotions are spent and I am lying on my back staring at the blurry sky gasping for breath. Like I used to be able to do.

"A mother is likened unto a mountain spring that nourishes the tree at its root. But one who mothers another's child is likened unto a water that rises into a cloud and goes a long distance to nourish a lone tree in the desert." - the Talmud

You may have only smoked one, but you bought a whole pack, right?

I think I'll go to bed and curl up where I feel sound and secure.
And secure.
And secure.